The Spirit's study

Is that we should believe the spirit's study??
but actually..from pyhscology:
''the spiritual or mental part of humanity''
''spirit is sometimes used to refer to the impersonal, universal or higher component of human nature in contrast to soul or psyche which can refer to the ego or lower element''

i have experience about this..
long long time ago,when i was 15..
during that time i having a PMR,
and i was Damai class,
in the class 1/4 is the chinese
i think it have
more than 5 ppls..not inclueded me...
Therefore,all ppls sure think that in the class have a same race
is a GOOD things..
but actually it has goods and bads
i was remember,that i always get 23rd or 24th in the class
everytime exam will get many donkeys = D and elephants = E
this is because my friends was keep talking and playing with me..
that time i cant pay attention to teacher when she/he teaching!
this is maked me cant be more concentrated,
even many teacher was giving support for me,but not they all..haiz..
About 3 more months to having the PMR,
suddenly, my mind was keep saying,pls dont do that again and again!!
once the 3 months,i was keep running away from them, and not talking anymore
but sometimes talking also will be related to study! hahax is quite funny! ^^
on that time the ''spirit'' was like at the beside to given me power to study!~
finally my PMR results was get 5B 2C..
but unfortunately,i have to sacrifice my old friends..
becauses of the spirit to study that making me to become like this..

Now form 5 having SPM,i wonder,is that my spirits
will do it again?
I hope the coming spirits..
will not destroyed our friendship anymore!~
Is that anyone agree that our spirit's study..
for given us??